Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
We Are What We Desire
I've been doing some really good reading this quarter so far. I started out with Desiring the Kingdom by James K.A. Smith. It was a great read. Smith argues that the we are primarily people of desire, not necessarily intellect or the mind. That what drives us, Smith says, are those things that we love or desire most deeply. In other places, he says that we are driven by our image of the "good life" or what it is looks like for "humanity to thrive." Whatever this image is, whatever we desire the most, is going to be what motivates us at human beings.
This is of great importance because, like all religions and belief systems, Christianity seeks to see transformation take place in those who are followers. In the Christian faith, the end goal is to become authentic worshippers of God and grow to live, think, love, and desire more like Jesus modeled for us.
However, the problem that Smith lays out is that the current culture that we live in is much more effective in shaping our desires and loves than the Church is. He uses the mall for example. As we enter into the mall, we are surrounded by images that continually paint the picture of what life is supposed to look like. I am to look like the models in the windows of Banana Republic or J. Crew and my (future) spouse is to look like a Victoria Secret model. And my (future) children should most likely look and dress like the kids in the ads in front of Baby Gap. We are pulled into believing that these images are what we are to pursue, what it looks like for us to truly be human. Creating desires in us that can only be met by rummaging through the racks of each store to find the perfect item that will somehow take us one step closer to what we truly desire: the good life.
Smith continues with his example from the mall. Many of us, though we wouldn't admit it, walk through the mall with a running scorecard as well. As we have seen these pictures of how life should be, we then begin to compare ourselves to those whom we walk by. The scorecard of attractiveness, fitness, fashion, and the like are tallied unconsciously throughout the night so that we leave either feeling better about ourselves or worse, depending on our ranking in the end.
Smith's intention is not to rail against the mall or even consumerism (there are many who have happily done that.) What he wants to make clear is that there are many institutions and practices that we engage in that are not neutral. Where we go and what we do shape our desires and our loves. As a people who at the deepest level are creatures of love and desire, we must not only be aware, but work to counteract this.
Herein lies the problem.
The Church, of course, do not agree with what the mall, for example, portrays as what is essential and vital to the "good life." What the mall tells us we should love and desire most deeply is not compatible with what the Christian faith tells us that we should love and desire most. In Matthew 13:34-35, Jesus tells the story of a man who found a treasure in a field. When he found this treasure, he sold everything he had to buy this field, so that he could have this treasure. The second story in these verses speaks of a buyer of pearls, who when encountering the greatest pearl he had every seen, sold all of his belongings to buy this one pearl. Jesus wants to communicate that we should desire the kingdom of heaven like this.
Throughout Jesus' life and ministry, he showed us pictures of what the kingdom of heaven looked like, what the "good life" looked like. It looked live loving your neighbor as yourself, forgiving others as you have been forgiven. It looked the last being first, and the poor no longer hungry. The good life was when people shared what they had with others in need. Jesus created in the people around him a hunger and desire, a longing for the life that he lived, that he exuded. He created a desire in the people around him for the kingdom that he preached and modeled to those whom he came into contact.
One might think that the Church has followed the example that Jesus set in being instruments of "desire-change." However, we have not been.
Recently, I heard a sermon given that did an excellent job of describing how the "world" thinks, how the world communicates its message to us, and how we buy into it. The preacher painted a great picture of what it looks like when we live self-centered, me-centered lives. However, when it came to the way that we should live our lives differently, how our lives should look with different desires and loves, the preacher told the audience to put God first and trust that he would take care of us.
Hmm...
While the preacher did a great job of displaying the desires and loves that were contrary to the way a follower of Jesus lives, we were given something to intellectually ascend to and something to believe. We were to believe that God was worthy of being more important than our own desires and that we didn't need to be self-centered.
These are true statements.
However, the sermon did nothing to create in me a desire or longing for what the preacher was communicating. The world paints a clear picture of what my life should look like, what I should desire, what I should love, what I should long for. It has no problem communicating to me that my life falls short of what is truly thriving. It is done through media images, sounds, rituals (going to the mall),literature, and all forms of desire-shaping means. These appeal to not just my intellect, but my desire, my loves, my image of the good life.
A call to put God first and to trust that he will take care of me does not.
Smith argues that, we as the Church, must be intentional about being a place where our practices - songs, sermons, liturgies, etc. - shape our desires.
So what do you think? What are some of the ways that the Church can be a place that shapes the desires of those who are a part of it?
This is of great importance because, like all religions and belief systems, Christianity seeks to see transformation take place in those who are followers. In the Christian faith, the end goal is to become authentic worshippers of God and grow to live, think, love, and desire more like Jesus modeled for us.
However, the problem that Smith lays out is that the current culture that we live in is much more effective in shaping our desires and loves than the Church is. He uses the mall for example. As we enter into the mall, we are surrounded by images that continually paint the picture of what life is supposed to look like. I am to look like the models in the windows of Banana Republic or J. Crew and my (future) spouse is to look like a Victoria Secret model. And my (future) children should most likely look and dress like the kids in the ads in front of Baby Gap. We are pulled into believing that these images are what we are to pursue, what it looks like for us to truly be human. Creating desires in us that can only be met by rummaging through the racks of each store to find the perfect item that will somehow take us one step closer to what we truly desire: the good life.
Smith continues with his example from the mall. Many of us, though we wouldn't admit it, walk through the mall with a running scorecard as well. As we have seen these pictures of how life should be, we then begin to compare ourselves to those whom we walk by. The scorecard of attractiveness, fitness, fashion, and the like are tallied unconsciously throughout the night so that we leave either feeling better about ourselves or worse, depending on our ranking in the end.
Smith's intention is not to rail against the mall or even consumerism (there are many who have happily done that.) What he wants to make clear is that there are many institutions and practices that we engage in that are not neutral. Where we go and what we do shape our desires and our loves. As a people who at the deepest level are creatures of love and desire, we must not only be aware, but work to counteract this.
Herein lies the problem.
The Church, of course, do not agree with what the mall, for example, portrays as what is essential and vital to the "good life." What the mall tells us we should love and desire most deeply is not compatible with what the Christian faith tells us that we should love and desire most. In Matthew 13:34-35, Jesus tells the story of a man who found a treasure in a field. When he found this treasure, he sold everything he had to buy this field, so that he could have this treasure. The second story in these verses speaks of a buyer of pearls, who when encountering the greatest pearl he had every seen, sold all of his belongings to buy this one pearl. Jesus wants to communicate that we should desire the kingdom of heaven like this.
Throughout Jesus' life and ministry, he showed us pictures of what the kingdom of heaven looked like, what the "good life" looked like. It looked live loving your neighbor as yourself, forgiving others as you have been forgiven. It looked the last being first, and the poor no longer hungry. The good life was when people shared what they had with others in need. Jesus created in the people around him a hunger and desire, a longing for the life that he lived, that he exuded. He created a desire in the people around him for the kingdom that he preached and modeled to those whom he came into contact.
One might think that the Church has followed the example that Jesus set in being instruments of "desire-change." However, we have not been.
Recently, I heard a sermon given that did an excellent job of describing how the "world" thinks, how the world communicates its message to us, and how we buy into it. The preacher painted a great picture of what it looks like when we live self-centered, me-centered lives. However, when it came to the way that we should live our lives differently, how our lives should look with different desires and loves, the preacher told the audience to put God first and trust that he would take care of us.
Hmm...
While the preacher did a great job of displaying the desires and loves that were contrary to the way a follower of Jesus lives, we were given something to intellectually ascend to and something to believe. We were to believe that God was worthy of being more important than our own desires and that we didn't need to be self-centered.
These are true statements.
However, the sermon did nothing to create in me a desire or longing for what the preacher was communicating. The world paints a clear picture of what my life should look like, what I should desire, what I should love, what I should long for. It has no problem communicating to me that my life falls short of what is truly thriving. It is done through media images, sounds, rituals (going to the mall),literature, and all forms of desire-shaping means. These appeal to not just my intellect, but my desire, my loves, my image of the good life.
A call to put God first and to trust that he will take care of me does not.
Smith argues that, we as the Church, must be intentional about being a place where our practices - songs, sermons, liturgies, etc. - shape our desires.
So what do you think? What are some of the ways that the Church can be a place that shapes the desires of those who are a part of it?
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
tensions of the seasons
i'm interested in the use of the analogy of the seasons i.e. spring, summer, fall, winter to our lives. i think i have been for a while. i'm a forward thinker. i don't sit around much and think just about the here and now. i need to have a sense that i am moving forward. that where i am is not where i will be.
and so.
the analogy of seasons has continual movement.
and purpose. it is easy(er) to go through winter when you know that the apparent death is only serving to bring future life. so this makes one feel better. it makes me feel better. but i wonder. as a follower of Jesus, i like to think that God is guiding and shaping my life in ways that I am unaware of. but what does this idea do to me? could it be that it allows us to cop-out a bit from being intentional in our decisions and actions?
i mean, if God is working behind the scenes then I am tempted to think that it doesn't matter as much what I am doing in front of the curtain. But it does matter.
The difference I think between the stories of our lives and the seasons in nature is that one has been set in place by God and it functions without a "will" or "decision" to go through these times. the change in the leaves will happen. the tree does not will it. it does not submit to it. it will happen.
is this how life is? will my life move in the direction that God desires it to be set in, no matter how I respond? what role do I play? and if it is, what does this deterministic view do to our motivation? and if it is not true, do I still live my life in this way?
i think i wrestle between believing it is all up to me or none of it is. i'll be honest. this is where I usually live.
seasons. i believe that it helps us think through imagery that gives us handholds to our current location. but it is not that clear. or simple. and like the Hebrew slaves in their wanderings out of Egypt, their season of being in the desert lasted 40 years. oy.
so the challenge is this: i must position myself to experience what God is doing in my life now. i must not shrink back. i must not sit on my laurels. my obligation is to obey and position myself to encounter God in his all the ways that he reveals himself, with all of the attributes that God is.
what do you think?
and so.
the analogy of seasons has continual movement.
and purpose. it is easy(er) to go through winter when you know that the apparent death is only serving to bring future life. so this makes one feel better. it makes me feel better. but i wonder. as a follower of Jesus, i like to think that God is guiding and shaping my life in ways that I am unaware of. but what does this idea do to me? could it be that it allows us to cop-out a bit from being intentional in our decisions and actions?
i mean, if God is working behind the scenes then I am tempted to think that it doesn't matter as much what I am doing in front of the curtain. But it does matter.
The difference I think between the stories of our lives and the seasons in nature is that one has been set in place by God and it functions without a "will" or "decision" to go through these times. the change in the leaves will happen. the tree does not will it. it does not submit to it. it will happen.
is this how life is? will my life move in the direction that God desires it to be set in, no matter how I respond? what role do I play? and if it is, what does this deterministic view do to our motivation? and if it is not true, do I still live my life in this way?
i think i wrestle between believing it is all up to me or none of it is. i'll be honest. this is where I usually live.
seasons. i believe that it helps us think through imagery that gives us handholds to our current location. but it is not that clear. or simple. and like the Hebrew slaves in their wanderings out of Egypt, their season of being in the desert lasted 40 years. oy.
so the challenge is this: i must position myself to experience what God is doing in my life now. i must not shrink back. i must not sit on my laurels. my obligation is to obey and position myself to encounter God in his all the ways that he reveals himself, with all of the attributes that God is.
what do you think?
Sunday, March 20, 2011
"Deuces" America! I'm Heading Down to Haiti
I'm leaving for Haiti in approx. 6 hours. Crazy stuff. Less than a week ago, a friend and I were planning on heading to D.C. for a few days over Spring Break. Checking out monuments, museums, reading, and coffee shops. That all changed when the opportunity to help build an orphanage that Vineyard Columbus and other partnering organizations are funding. My friend Joel is heading up the project, and he has been down there for a couple months now.
I'm pretty excited.
What to expect? I don't know exactly.
Heat.
Hard work.
Relaxing evenings.
Reading.
Quiet.
Community.
Jesus.
Serving.
Cement.
Sweat.
Sounds like a good combination to me. So I will try to update this every so often over the next 8 days. Maybe posting some pics (thanks Laura) and maybe some thoughts.
I'm pretty excited.
What to expect? I don't know exactly.
Heat.
Hard work.
Relaxing evenings.
Reading.
Quiet.
Community.
Jesus.
Serving.
Cement.
Sweat.
Sounds like a good combination to me. So I will try to update this every so often over the next 8 days. Maybe posting some pics (thanks Laura) and maybe some thoughts.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Ordo Amoris
While reading a biography of C.S. Lewis, I ran across something that he wrote about St. Augustine and virtue. St. Augustine defines the idea of virtue as ordo amoris, or the proper condition of one's emotions and desires "in which every object is accorded that kind of degree of love which is appropriate to it." In other words, virtue is to love and desire everything at an appropriate and healthy level in accordance with it's actual value and worth.
that's good. and difficult. all at the same time.felt
That's a big leap, right? How does one evaluate the proper worth and value of something, and then how does one measure what level of love or affection is appropriate to the worth ascribed to the object (Object in this context can be anything i.e. person, place, thing, idea, feeling, philosophy, etc.). But throughout philosophy and history, there is this sense that some things are worthy of praise and honor and to be highly valued. Aristotle and Plato thought that the purpose of educating children should be to teach them what is good and bad, right and wrong.
so it's not a Christian notion. or religious notion. it's an idea that has been constant throughout history. some attributes or characteristics of people have been thought to be more noble or more desirable than others. certain characteristics of object have been thought to be more valuable, useful, etc. and of course there have been changes depending on the context and time period.
Aristotle said that virtue is the middle point between deficiency and excess of a certain characteristic. He used this is the context of the virtuous characteristics that are found in individuals. But we can apply this to certain items as well. For example, when looking for a material to build tall buildings, the characteristic of strength would be considered one that is very important. Depending on the height, some pliability is also needed in order for it to not stand too rigid in high winds. These same characteristics when discussing a wedding cake are not needed in the same proportion nor to be valued at the same level as compared to steel.
what I mean by all of this is quite simple.
Oftentimes, we put a much higher value on things that what their intrinsic worth is. And a much higher value on characteristics of people and things than what is appropriate.
Who or what have you overvalued in your life? What do you see in other people that you overvalue? Who or what have you undervalued in your life? What do you see in other people that you undervalue?
Just some questions...
that's good. and difficult. all at the same time.felt
That's a big leap, right? How does one evaluate the proper worth and value of something, and then how does one measure what level of love or affection is appropriate to the worth ascribed to the object (Object in this context can be anything i.e. person, place, thing, idea, feeling, philosophy, etc.). But throughout philosophy and history, there is this sense that some things are worthy of praise and honor and to be highly valued. Aristotle and Plato thought that the purpose of educating children should be to teach them what is good and bad, right and wrong.
so it's not a Christian notion. or religious notion. it's an idea that has been constant throughout history. some attributes or characteristics of people have been thought to be more noble or more desirable than others. certain characteristics of object have been thought to be more valuable, useful, etc. and of course there have been changes depending on the context and time period.
Aristotle said that virtue is the middle point between deficiency and excess of a certain characteristic. He used this is the context of the virtuous characteristics that are found in individuals. But we can apply this to certain items as well. For example, when looking for a material to build tall buildings, the characteristic of strength would be considered one that is very important. Depending on the height, some pliability is also needed in order for it to not stand too rigid in high winds. These same characteristics when discussing a wedding cake are not needed in the same proportion nor to be valued at the same level as compared to steel.
what I mean by all of this is quite simple.
Oftentimes, we put a much higher value on things that what their intrinsic worth is. And a much higher value on characteristics of people and things than what is appropriate.
Who or what have you overvalued in your life? What do you see in other people that you overvalue? Who or what have you undervalued in your life? What do you see in other people that you undervalue?
Just some questions...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Breath
So tonight (1/27/2011) at small group we sang this song. It was done with excellence as is the norm for our worship leader. But a line stuck out to me, and it is one that is probably overused within Christian music. It's overused in all types of music. We normally attribute this metaphor to something that we feel we cannot live without. Most often it is in reference to relationships though I have heard it used to speak of sports and hobbies as well. But in the context of my small group, the phrase is speaking of God.
"You are the air I breathe..." - Always Forever by Phil Wickham
It's kind of interesting. I normally think this means that like somehow God is all we need and the only thing that matters, and in some sense that is true. In comparison to all other things, for the Christian, one's relationship with God, or more important God's relationship with us, is of utmost importance.
But let's think this metaphor through.
So in life. We definitely need breath, right?
I mean, if we're honest, we really can't do much else. Let's take a look Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. If you look, on the bottom rung is breath. Pretty important. Essential actually. There is never a time that anything else can be experienced, enjoyed, or even survived without breath. But there are other things in life. Good things. But breath is essential. Gen. 2:7 tells us that "Then the LORD God formed a man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being."
So from the beginning, we needed breath.
Back to the song.
Oh. This isn't a Bible teaching by the way, so you aren't going to see a bunch of Scripture passages. Mostly because I don't all of them off the top of my head, and this is a blog, and so I am just writing free form with whatever come into my head. Sort of like a journal except all 5 of you can read it.
But what I was thinking is this. God created so many good things for us to enjoy. First, in the Genesis account, if you are a man, he created woman. Good call God. All of us men say thank you! For the women reading this, the same is true, as God intended for us to walk side by side enjoying each others company and doing life together. But we couldn't do it without breath. We couldn't experience the joy and....heartache of relationship without breath. We couldn't experience the sunrise with a good cup of coffee in the morning without breath. Or take in a view of Grand Canyon. Or listen to a great piece of music and be moved to the core of who we are without breath. Or taste a meal with such complexity, flavors so well balanced that we want to savor each bite. Or for those with children, to just watch your child sleep. Without breath, none of this is possible.
I overstate the obvious to say this.
our amazingly creative and redeeming God has overwhelmed us with his love. with his grace. forgiveness. kindness. and healing. he is the air we breathe. and how amazing that in his being our everything, he enables us to enjoy and experience the beauty, depth, and richness of this life that he has given us. that he designed. wow. what a good dad. he really does give good gifts. Matthew 7:11 (i had to throw one more in there)
"You are the air I breathe..." - Always Forever by Phil Wickham
It's kind of interesting. I normally think this means that like somehow God is all we need and the only thing that matters, and in some sense that is true. In comparison to all other things, for the Christian, one's relationship with God, or more important God's relationship with us, is of utmost importance.
But let's think this metaphor through.
So in life. We definitely need breath, right?
I mean, if we're honest, we really can't do much else. Let's take a look Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs. If you look, on the bottom rung is breath. Pretty important. Essential actually. There is never a time that anything else can be experienced, enjoyed, or even survived without breath. But there are other things in life. Good things. But breath is essential. Gen. 2:7 tells us that "Then the LORD God formed a man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being."
So from the beginning, we needed breath.
Back to the song.
Oh. This isn't a Bible teaching by the way, so you aren't going to see a bunch of Scripture passages. Mostly because I don't all of them off the top of my head, and this is a blog, and so I am just writing free form with whatever come into my head. Sort of like a journal except all 5 of you can read it.
But what I was thinking is this. God created so many good things for us to enjoy. First, in the Genesis account, if you are a man, he created woman. Good call God. All of us men say thank you! For the women reading this, the same is true, as God intended for us to walk side by side enjoying each others company and doing life together. But we couldn't do it without breath. We couldn't experience the joy and....heartache of relationship without breath. We couldn't experience the sunrise with a good cup of coffee in the morning without breath. Or take in a view of Grand Canyon. Or listen to a great piece of music and be moved to the core of who we are without breath. Or taste a meal with such complexity, flavors so well balanced that we want to savor each bite. Or for those with children, to just watch your child sleep. Without breath, none of this is possible.
I overstate the obvious to say this.
our amazingly creative and redeeming God has overwhelmed us with his love. with his grace. forgiveness. kindness. and healing. he is the air we breathe. and how amazing that in his being our everything, he enables us to enjoy and experience the beauty, depth, and richness of this life that he has given us. that he designed. wow. what a good dad. he really does give good gifts. Matthew 7:11 (i had to throw one more in there)
Friday, January 21, 2011
Dating and God's Pride
"I'm really proud of you."
Those were the words that I felt God say to me after I had asked a girl out for coffee a few years back.
Man. How's that for weird? Apart from the craziness that God speaks to us, to me, add in that he would choose to say he was proud of me for asking out a girl. I mean, wasn't I supposed to kiss dating goodbye at some point in my journey through my high school Christian culture? But he said he was proud of me or at least that is what I felt.
And I believe it.
God being proud of us for doing things that, for some of us, don't fall into the confines of what we think God would consider important. Wouldn't he save words like that for extended prayer times, after I taught at church, or when I shared my faith journey with a friend?
Evidently not.
He was proud of me for doing something that I was created to do. Be in relationships. Take risks. Especially take risks with my heart. Not something that I do very often. But it isn't even that. It's that God created us to do many things. Breathe. Eat. Work. Sleep. Talk. Smell. So if he made us for these things, could it be that he takes joy in us doing these things? To simplify, wouldn't it make sense that if he chose to create us - an intentional act of his will - that he would delight in us for simply being. For just existing. For those of us who have entered into his grace to us in Jesus, we are accepted and beloved - children of God. He is pleased with us for just being. He is proud of us for just doing what he created us to do, whether that is taking the risk to act out a girl or go climbing or lead a small group or apply for the promotion or venture into reading the Bible for the first time maybe. Maybe pray for the first time.
If we only were able to see how God sees and not how we think he sees based upon our projections. Whoa. Game over.
Check out some of these scriptures for reference: Psalm 18:19, Psalm 37:11, Psalm 41:11, Romans 8:38-39, Ephesians 1:18 just to name a few.
Those were the words that I felt God say to me after I had asked a girl out for coffee a few years back.
Man. How's that for weird? Apart from the craziness that God speaks to us, to me, add in that he would choose to say he was proud of me for asking out a girl. I mean, wasn't I supposed to kiss dating goodbye at some point in my journey through my high school Christian culture? But he said he was proud of me or at least that is what I felt.
And I believe it.
God being proud of us for doing things that, for some of us, don't fall into the confines of what we think God would consider important. Wouldn't he save words like that for extended prayer times, after I taught at church, or when I shared my faith journey with a friend?
Evidently not.
He was proud of me for doing something that I was created to do. Be in relationships. Take risks. Especially take risks with my heart. Not something that I do very often. But it isn't even that. It's that God created us to do many things. Breathe. Eat. Work. Sleep. Talk. Smell. So if he made us for these things, could it be that he takes joy in us doing these things? To simplify, wouldn't it make sense that if he chose to create us - an intentional act of his will - that he would delight in us for simply being. For just existing. For those of us who have entered into his grace to us in Jesus, we are accepted and beloved - children of God. He is pleased with us for just being. He is proud of us for just doing what he created us to do, whether that is taking the risk to act out a girl or go climbing or lead a small group or apply for the promotion or venture into reading the Bible for the first time maybe. Maybe pray for the first time.
If we only were able to see how God sees and not how we think he sees based upon our projections. Whoa. Game over.
Check out some of these scriptures for reference: Psalm 18:19, Psalm 37:11, Psalm 41:11, Romans 8:38-39, Ephesians 1:18 just to name a few.
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